Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Perfect Love

I am feeling strange,
Soft breeze touch my face.
Cannot understand joy inside me,
That has grown in days.

I turn to myself,
I live in a fantasy world.
Nothing is wrong there,
My life base aint dull.

When I am in your wings,
I never fall.
Time is now mine,
I have answers to recall.

It is another dream,
I have discovered keys to your soul.
I am seeking your path,
Desiring to be yours.

Love once more

Life is changing every moment,
Permit myself to accept;
I am moving to better phase again,
After the night I barely slept.

Dangled from the pain,
I am flipping free in fare.
Miserly drunk in attain,
Delight of fag hidden there.

Convinced my soul lastly,
I am falling in love once more.
Matching my days to joy freely,
Happiness opened those door.

Living in absolute freedom,
I am gayly tangled in passion.
Feelings ain't roll like Rom,
Comely heart beats barred run.

Journey Unknown

As I walk,
Into this journey unknown;
I am living my moments,
No fear forth shown.

Its my moments within myself,
Right here, right now.
Its my moments lies in depth,
Pitching my hint wow.

In those moments alone,
I sleep down on bed all night.
Bouncing on my phone,
Gazing a window for light.

Witnessing the life process,
How it works is strange.
Paying to moments endure less,
Into the miles of life range.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

A Spirit

A spirit followed me,
Through the night of loneliness.
Gave me message-
About savoir-faire.

Not been contacting God,
Left a last longing thought.
Footprint leaning of ashes,
Took my last escort.

Another year almost gone,
Many lessons yet to learn.
I cried for a helping hand,
On road of flowers and thorn.

I have seen happiness,
I sure witness some pain.
A spirit guided me all night,
Perhaps I see world of insane!

My life song

I walk, I fall down, I get up,
I keep on moving.
I fell hundred times,
I still kept on moving.
I still keep on going.

Mornings becomes aweful,
Nights are giddy.
If you're not with me,
I get constantly missing.

You are my world,
I am living for you.
Once that is destroyed,
I'll be gone in promised land.

I am living for you.
My life is empty with you.
Even if I wanna rest in peace.
I am stlill living for you.

Beautiful Cancer

Cancer is a beautiful thing,
Shows you new way of living.
Connects you to a deeper self,
Like some loyal forgiving.

Sign of positive touch,
Makes you little bold.
Frighten for death,
Weeps out your soul.

Seems unbalanced matter,
With shot of treatment.
It makes you stronger,
Comfortable withstand.

Convinced and dismissive cancer,
Doesnt seem right.
Don't let it take off your moments,
Fight till your every might!

False Glee

I live a life of toy,
Full of false belief.
All truth is hidden,
Underneath the mask of relief.

Variation of laugh,
Starts within self.
Sorrows aint melt,
In face of life's depth.

Wall of gem,
Painted with colors.
Bang in shelf,
Gets damn smaller.

Little suspect on same,
Never change.
Peel the skin of grief,
Onto the false exchange.

Soul mate and I

Soul mate and I,
Ain't made
together.
Soul mate and I,
Ain't go
any further.
Love,
a foreign spirit,
No touch,
but little
burner.
Soul mate and I,
Being in love
always.
Soul mate and I,
Searching
for each other.
Nothing in world
Is as special,
Him and her
concert.
In his ears,
She softly murmured.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Moving tree

Dazzling light of life travel down,
Tone of sea strike in high.
Wow to peach of dressing gown,
Clouds dance when it cries.

Enraged eyes makes it nervous,
Voilent intention forcefully tart.
Sweat in heat suit worthless,
Trollop ain't its any part.

Sharp mind creates unpleasant,
No more darkness of night,
Spit of moment is perfectly decent,
Sheet of taunt tightly fight.

Life floor is unreserved,
Valuable tune up euphony,
Military force personnel serve,
Sky walks upon moving tree.

Friday, March 11, 2011

My soul sister

You are my soul sister,
I love ya more and more.
You are my all time listener,
Whenever I knock on ya door.

Together we create beautiful bond,
I find it hard to define.
You are special part of my life,
You are my sunshine.

Overwhelmed with sight grief,
My life floats in deep ocean.
You make me feel safe,
With my all mix emotions.

You mean the world to me,
Your sister loves you a lot.
Please forgive me once,
For anytime I have fought.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

My dear friend Manish

I remember my sweet friend,
Tall, attractive and lovable.
Our friendship had no fag end,
My name 'recorder' he labelled.

Fresh were those days,
We used to ride on our bike.
Fun and delights in every way,
We were best friends in all's sight.

We studied together and played,
No reason to come apart.
We celebated life in excited bey,
Years of happiness was in cart.

We share frienship over 18 years,
Life puts us in different mode.
We care for each other without smear,
No matter we are on seperate road.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Move on

Get along to this heyday,
Glister of stars is getting dark.
Trouble soothe out to flay,
Little shine of hope is marked.

Issuing its facing light,
Offspring comes in a row.
Puzzle out evidence of slight,
Known to be white as snow.

Disquiet nous heads up,
Something to be learn.
Skyward route to pass on,
Pearl to bear in fun.

Occupy flavor of belief,
Work up with mint of twist.
Establish in a new relief,
Pain to be broke from wrist.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Memories

My bravery heart recollect,
Time expended in teenage.
Pictures unfold my mind checked,
Immortal memories never fades.

Indicate the volume of sound,
Suction of my power populate.
Making my doubt underground,
I take in the courage straight.

Retention shuffle me to exist,
Essence works for me as incite.
Stories of my life past is in list,
Bean virulent is in light.

I hold on to my each breath,
Remember memories of my past.
Consult not to reverence death,
Bounce it on my aliveness last.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Dear Kelly

You are a great friend of mine,
I feel secure with your hugs,
Your smile makes me shine,
I am fortunate upon my luck.

Making me survive each day,
You give me inspiration to live.
I am feeling good in every way,
When I think of you from morning to eve.

You are very sweet and kind,
I like you a lot,
You leave a great picture on my mind,
Loving me each day on my spot.

From my heart to you,
Please believe me its true.
Whenever I say or tell you,
I love you!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Durability

In a small corner of my heart,
All affair is being unsolved.
I make solution chart,
My energy blow in squall.

Brutal feelings goes redress,
Blue wing not seems right.
Painful sensation gives me stress,
I fight it with all my might.

Day by day its going weak,
I let myself to be in my control.
I am here almost to dead,
My life is getting scrawl.

I shake underline payable,
To live better and better.
I twill my life stable,
No bone puts me to shatter.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Death

Under the shy night,
Death came to me to arose.
I stopped upon the red light,
I didn't go without any cause.

I am still alive to face,
Even though death stands near.
Soul dance in witness,
Does death care or fear.

Death told me to die,
I argued to be dead,
I broke the law of life,
While holding on my breath.

I wanted to live more,
Death was high in end.
Although it knocked my door,
I took courage to fold & blend.

Breathe one's last

I am thinking about life,
Down on bottom underlying,
Hide your love now,
When I am just dying.

Take me out of your mind,
I am no more secure.
Leave me alone in kind,
I will stay that is unsure.

I know I was special to you,
You made me your everything.
But things doesn't work that way,
In a moment life just fling.

Find yourself another friend,
I am going away from your world.
This is really not an end,
Please give it a whirl.

Friday, December 24, 2010

My one life

I only have one life,
I wanna live to fullest.
Pain sometimes is in hive,
Still I am more blessed.

I create memories,
Want them to last till eternity.
Picture of my life sneeze,
Even though it gets gritty.

I enjoy each passing days,
No matter better or worse in pain.
I make my life memorable in ways,
I have no thing to blame.

Come to ride on with me,
My life of horse is getting fast.
I am here on planet of green tree,
Till I leave and I passed.

Victory

Daylight is full of joy,
I am living my life again.
Smile jump upon my lips,
My deep breath goes in wane.

I win over my defeat,
To live every moment.
Each morning I myself greet,
Having a good day to spend.

My life is only today,
I don't worry about tomorrow.
I enjoy time spending in cafe,
With lots of laugh I throw.

I get over the darkness,
I am living my dreams again.
I succeed in my confess,
I don't wait for my life's bane!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Help

Trouble of all kind,
I start over from nix.
My life is getting blind,
I let the emotions mix,

No thing is estimated,
Life is all dark.
Distress comes to my head,
All wounds are marked.

Someone help me gather,
Where my energy is lost?
My worry is lathered,
Death is only my life's cost.

Please help me get over,
I cannot fight anymore.
Take me in your wings and cover,
I want to feel secure!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

I am sick

I am uncomfortable,
Makes me very weak.
I wanna go home,
I am sick.

I feel depressed,
I am also sad.
Don't like treatment,
I feel like a dead.

It pains a lot inside,
My heart is nervous.
Things are falling down,
I cannot get myself up.

I feel I am handicapped,
Tears roll down on my cheek.
I wanna cry a lot,
I am sick.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Give away (let me die)

I cannot take in pain,
You said I am sensible,
I may not show -
What is unbearable.

You care for me the most,
I love you in my hidden delight.
Time I have to leave,
I would sleep forever on some night.

Don't love me more,
That could hurt you additional.
I am just unshared,
Waiting on God's call.

I am in your heart and all,
Everywhere you look I am found.
Our friendship is immortal,
We share a special bond.

Amorous

Standing on my door,
You smile upon my face,
Gaze the eyes brown,
You tie around my neck.

Fixing the light of mind,
You sparkle stars to shine.
I make you stay indoor,
You fulfills desires of mine.

Leaving me totally unsaid,
You bang on my head.
I comfort myself,
In your wide wings spread.

Smiling more and more,
You caress my cheek.
I am lost into the words,
Only my feelings speak!

Botheration

I am in love with life,
I am turning on sunny side.
Pain is more sometimes,
I laughed and often cried.

Why do I go through things,
I cannot understand.
I am doing a lesson plan,
For me to keep on stand.

Hard waves floats like a bird,
I try to keep it stable.
I am not facing no cloud,
Like empty drink on coffee table.

Joy is what I look for,
Pain comes & pain goes.
No trouble of any sort,
Nothing fails, nothing to impose!!

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Cancer

I never planned of my life,
Untill I started living with cancer.
I realised of my dreams to live,
Which made me glad without tear.

I lived with a new hope,
It made me strong and fearless.
Its another life lesson-
Fallen in my life as a mess.

Everything is new now,
My living style to my point of view.
From all the people on earth,
I am one of those few.

My life is still in my control,
Cancer doesnt take over me.
Things does go rock and roll,
Still I make it struggle free!

My beautiful love

You are my love
my friend to hang out
you are my voice
when I am dumb
you stick with me
when i scream and shout.
Your beautiful eyes
stare at me
leaving me quiet
your feeling is so loud.
You keep me
in your head
don't let me go
fondle me & never doubt.
You care for me
i love you so tight
we are made
for each other
in this world of crowd.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Left wing

I swim inside my life
to see
small and big fishes.
People come
and people go
they laugh
cry and die.
Nobody wonder
why they are here
why they show
Nobody cares
whom to love
where to go
Things fall apart
in their own nature.
Many are lost
within their future.
Life goes on
with a moving time
People left
without sharing their
story in sun shine!

May I know

May I know
how do I deal
with things that
go wrong
May I know
how do I face
the consequence
that are not written
in destiny
May I know
all the answers
from the god
that have been
unanswered
since several decades.
May I know
about the seasons
that changes
my mood and day.
May I know
what do I do
to know you more
make you mine
and get in your way!

Survival

I look out for you
In times
of my darkness.
I never
share the soul
I find in you.
A difficult journey
I walk on
how do I forget
your existence.
You made me smile
you saw good in me
I am moving on
to get to you.
Forget me not,
you are my dream
never blame me
for facing the steam.

I walk alone

I walk alone on sky,
I hide pain from you.
I look for love in your eye,
In my times of blue.

Birds fly,
Clouds rush.
I am on my lows and high,
I make my tears flush.

Sky is wide open,
I stare on the floor.
Bright is not sun,
I am knocking God's door.

I fail the lesson,
I fix no issue.
Lots of things are undone,
In less time untill I flew!!

Saturday, December 4, 2010

I hide

I am afraid to reach out to people.
I hide behind my life's window,
About things that is mulled -
Inside are those fears I show.

I crave for old me,
I hide in shades of trees.
Can't explain to other beings,
I fear to be out on street.

I speak no words,
I hide behind the voice.
I don't want to give you pain,
Thats all I make my choice.

I don't let the tears out,
I hide behind the sadness.
I dont want you to be in mess,
This is my own life's test.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

I am here

I am here to hold your hand,
In your journey alone.
I would wipe off your tears,
When you are down and thrown.

I keep you safe in my heart,
When this world keeps you unsafe.
I would get you on a start,
When you give up on life.

I make you smile each time,
You are upset and whined.
I turn you fearless,
You need not to fear divine.

I see your truth,
In wholeness of empty spear.
I am here for you,
Till eternity, tons of years!!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Hidden Angels

When you are up in morning,
and hear some birds tweet.
Cold breeze touch your face,
It's an angel's hidden kiss.

Stone pump out of mountain,
Angels do hide in sand.
Touch of a few drops of rain,
In the shadow of trees you band.

Nature is angels' home,
Watch over you day and night.
They hide in different forms,
Keep you in their wings of light.

Angels hide in their own phase,
Tiny wind whisper in your ear,
Its angels message -
Sent to keep you out of fear.

Glacial Winds

Entered in a dim smelled,
An ant rolled in blue.
She hold leg felt,
Could stick in a glue.

Went around the corner,
She looked up above the sky.
Couldn't mix match dipper,
Loud spot voice with sigh.

Dark frosted teeth of door,
Shine in gift dot assure.
Her red firm spread on floor,
Shivery toe dated in cure.

She stepped aside of cry,
Statue band in drum.
Faded the darkness good bye,
Again the little dot sum.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Soul Sister

God fills my life with tips of toys,
Each time he brings me delight and joy.
This time he sent you as an angel,
And you became my soul sister.

You fill the empty space in my heart,
I thought that wouldn't forever last.
You snuggled me in your love of wings,
Prayer of joy for you, I forever sing.

I worship your holy heart and more,
I see the god in that loving door.
Why did you give me such happiness,
I wouldn't let you go from my nest.

Today I have fallen on my knees,
You had a look on this small human being.
God himself flew to me,
I cannot pay the dept of his!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Fallen smash

Pieces of my brain,
Falling in space.
Cannot put them together,
Expression of my face.

Fight of my brian,
With solution of my heart.
Stone stucked in heat,
Like a bright light in dark.

Resolve of happiness,
Dropped in curl.
Haven't seen a cry,
In days of pearl.

Long spite of pain,
Within my head weeps.
Gives me freedom,
No promises to keep.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

My destiny

Fortune of my destiny,
Lies underneath my eyes.
Madness of my scoop,
Floats in between waves and tide.

Life is meaningful,
All goes in same direction.
Life is meaningless,
Loop up alone in emotion.

Surprises, Surprises,
On each street of my life I pass.
New is getting old, keeps coming more,
Leaving scar and memories for me to last.

Wheel of my destiny,
Goes round and round.
No end, no curve,
Only infinite walk I found.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Music

Music knew me better than I,
Without music my life is dry.
Music helps me know myself,
Taught me lesson of laugh and cry.

Music flows into my vein,
I sing out loud in sun and rain.
Music walks me in dark and light,
I play my life song I write.

Music push me ahead of pole,
Inspire me to reach my goal.
Music is my devotion I've always known,
Music feeds food to my soul.

Music make me survive each day,
Music is I, I am music.
Music is miracle, Music is greed.
Music is creation, Music is a gift.

Wistful shadow

Wintry shade of your cheek,
Muffled up in wild peak.
Huffed eyes utter mickle,
Rosiness state interlace gristle.

Waved your sore in remark,
Voice paddle up bitter sharp.
Push chip afflict steam,
Terrible thought you gleam.

Soggy glue of your baffle,
Create moist of hassle.
Endure the self in unstable state,
Chain of lasting firm you break.

Rush bout your backside,
Dull notion in the dim light.
Waffle your berth control case,
Cannot hide in force space.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Beauty

True beauty around that street,
Isn't really to please this eyes.
Its to uplift the heart and mind,
Teach us to move forward in life.

Breeze dance around the board,
Found partner in candle's flame.
Candle shed waxy tear,
Light breeze once again came.

Believe in the colours of rainbow,
Its a healing of one form.
Swallow each colour in mind & lungs,
It lifts up the feeling and trust.

Be the witness of beauty today,
Its lying within the soul.
Send out the thought of love and pray,
Move forward towards the goal.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Life lesson

Picked up as a life lesson,
I am rolling ahead from affright.
Left dread in my shoe.
I am moving forward in life.

Scared off fluent force,
I fell down on my knee.
Projected me an example,
To push me ahead of sea.

Drowned me in deep flavor,
I disinclined to say anyone.
Saved my soul wide and thick.
It was a part of life lesson.

Danced on bowl of sky,
I learnt to fly down on land.
Taught me to defend on battle,
I am moving forward - taking my stand.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Never give up

I teach myself not to give up.
Never to feel lonely.
I came alone in his world,
No body came with me.

I was happiness of my own.
I recall myself-
Those bad times would fade away,
Strength of power only stay.

Who said this life was easy,
Full of doubts & conflicts.
My words echoed- not to get carried away.
I will fix it.

Never give up,
Never be afraid.
Thats what I teach myself,
Only if this tear shed

Faith

Throw me all you can,
I embrace with love all happiness and grief.
I am not tired of you life,
Let me know if you are tired of me.

Nothing can control my mind,
Nothing go wrong I guarantee.
I am not tired of you life.
Let me know if you decide to leave me.

I am strong to write my faith,
Nothing can stop me.
I am not tired of you life,
Let me know if you are tired of me.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Tear drop

My friend you left me behind,
Together we promised to leave;
Why couldn't you wait for sometime;
And chose that tool to deceive.
Was I a bad friend?
You didn't say goodbye.
Were you scared I would make you stay?
Or you thought with you I too will die?
So many things are unsaid,
I still ask why did you leave me alone;
You left so much tears to shed;
I need all love & care you always shown;
Please find me a space in heaven with you,
After the time I soon will flew!!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

A poem to my niece (dedicated to Henna)

Congratulations,
Did you get grade A?
I write a note to you my niece.
Listen carefully to what I say,
Be sure with the life you live.
Find passion in whatever you do,
From little thing to big...
Know yourself well,
It would tell you who you are,
Do not be afraid,
Do not regret for what you did...
Look what happened in the past,
Learn something valuable from it....
Use it to make your present better,
To be better than a present,
It is time to plan your future kit....
Focus on what is right,
Do what is important.
When you live in present moment,
It gives energy to deal with wrong emit....
There is no past,
It is only a Present.
Present is a life,
Present is a moment,
Present is precious,
Present is a gift...

My blue guitar

Beautiful sound on my blue guitar,
Tune in songs I write,
Create music outta my head.
I play my song day and night.

Guitar is my best friend,
It is with me everytime.
I write lyrics and poems,
Snap up sound with rhymes.

I strum strings of my guitar.
When I am happy or gone.
Birds dance on its bit,
I shuffle it in lawn.

My guitar is so much to me,
Knows all my emotions;
Connected to me like river to ocean.
If only my heads creation!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Nothing

Nothing I feel
In darkness of my mind
I am so dumb
In wide sea of intelligence..
Nothing I care
Nothing I do
Nothing I make it right
In the eyes of you..
Where I am
I went no where
Where did I start
To go from there..
Bad feelings are frozen
Nothing I dare
Nothing I shout
In endless jounery
Nothing I scream
Nothing I doubt
I am dumb thing
All alone
Nothing I start
On my own..
Nothing I cry
Nothing I hurt
Nothing I see
In wide side of sky..
All unusual
Fade away down
Nothing not invisible
Nothing I found..
Nothing I bye
Nothing I weak
Nothing go wrong.
Nothing I die..

Monday, April 19, 2010

My love

My love keeps on growing,
I love you more and more.
I almost lost with the word,
When I meant to say-
You are my world.
Flowers bloom,
Butterfly sings,
Clouds smile-
All year to spring.
I sat alone in the waters,
Untill I came on sand.
You are everything to me,
You are my best friend.
I dream of you,
You breathe in me,
Each time I see you,
I find my love is new.
You are here,
Always in my heart.
World I live in -
You and me are one,
We are never apart

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Gladden

Day is about to end,
Self Instrospection and
My plan for tomorrow,
I intend to begin.

Beginning was a bittersweet,
That eventually turned in peace.
Too much to thing of,
Lots of task to complete.

I am bit tired,
Didnt get too much rest,
To wipe up things and sleep later,
Is what my heart desires.

I see a beautiful tomorrow,
Day full of joy and delight.
No worries, No stress;
And fingers crossed things fall right!

I like to dream

I dream of a new day,
I start with a cold tea.
I live as it is the last,
And listen to all my heart say.

I dream of a new moment,
My heart filled with love n light.
When I am just ME,
I swing with my innerself to enjoy.

I dream of a new inspiration,
That kindle inside me.
From that little cloud to feather,
Even the dancing of a tree.

I dream of a new life,
I make the most of it.
I shall find the path I seek,
Before I rest in peace.

I dream of a new worship,
My soul only sees the good.
Theres only one god, one nature,
I pray nobody strave, may all get food.

I dream of a new ME,
Free from all the bond.
Love is the only knowlege I share,
Being the only server of god.

Live life

Sitting around the corner of mind;
Its same like I sit around the sea;
Everything is hidden, nothing to hide;
I assure the life is neat.
Headed tight my past that trace;
Squalling guitar font out rising;
Where present is my strong base;
Echoing the cry the life sings.
Often silent my thought I find;
Neither did I destroy;
Nor I went blind;
Days jelled with caliber & annoy.
I travel through this journey of faith,
More happiness with little tears shed.

Prayer to Angels

I humbly pray to you heavenly beings,
Watch over those names I often recite.
Some are my friends and some family,
Some just came across in garden of my life.

Oh my heavenly friends,
Give strength to those who have fallen on knees,
Encourage those who put themselves off.
Be with them whose loved ones are gone.

Oh my divine angels,
Bring those on right path who're confused & lost.
Dry those tears shedded for a long time,
Guide those who are ready to say good-bye.

Oh my God's messenger,
Give them a new hope each day,
Make them free from all the doubts.
Lead them towards the light- who are in pain and die.

Oh my heavenly being,
Apoint them in the love of your wings,
My heartfelt thanks for all you care.
This is my prayer to you I sing.

At sea

I sit in the center of my mind,
To think for the things I went blind.
I was curious to see & know,
The future I hold & owe.

Could it be same the fortunate faith,
Wavelike portion in flat bland.
Dreams sustain the support of string,
I shattered with missed unleavend sync.

Layers of coach perplexed with worse,
Keep off weigh that aim defered.
I flip my life's empty and written page.
My soul weep in the mid of rage.

Flow range of brook keeps on moving,
In the world of black, white & pink.
It takes long to dress this life,
At times very short to ruin in fight!

Friday, December 4, 2009

Sometimes

Sometimes...
when you wake up in the morning,
there is a hope that kindle within.

Sometimes...
when you start your day with a sip of tea,
that remind the plan of the day and how to work on it.

Sometimes...
when you see the sky outside,
you get the feeling the world is so wide.

Sometimes...
when you feed an apple to squirrel,
she loves you more and become your friend forever.

Sometimes...
when everything and everyone is gone,
you have to be the motivation of your own.

Sometimes..
when you give water to plants,
you see wonder of nature something like ant.

Sometimes..
when there is no reason to give up,
you start your life again with an empty cup.

Sometimes...
when you want to achieve your goal,
you put every efforts including your soul.

Sometimes..
when you see yourself no where,
still you know there sure is a way to get there.

Sometimes...
when things are turning down,
the key in your sight has to be found.

Sometimes...
when little things gives you pleasure,
you live a life full of treasure.

Sometimes...
when you play guitar and sing,
you are in heaven and fly on your wing.

Sometimes...
when you see the glow of night,
that has a mesage of leading towards light.

Sometimes..
when you lie down on bed,
you have lots of things floating on your head.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Missing you

I wanted to come along,
You didnt believe I was that strong.
I get hurt baby,
You didnt trust I could be up till three.
You wont show up till night.
I am all alone and nothing seems alright.
You say you miss me baby,
Then how come didnt you take me.
I wait for the phone to ring.
But you are busy in your own things.
I touch the flowers you gifted me.
How much you love me I can see.
I hope you know what I am going through.
Without you I really feel blue.
Come home soon baby,
I will wait for you.
I will wait for the pancake you bring.
I can only write songs and for you I sing.
I have something to say you already knew,
How much I love you and hell I am missing you.

Monday, October 19, 2009

The Voices

I was alone out in this world,
I was just a little kid.
When I heard a voice.
No one was around
And I started to vocalize.
It followed me everywhere,
It was the witness to whatever in life I did.

I didn't understand what it was.
When I tried to forbid -
It began to multiple.
Following me everywhere I go.
Down into my head,
I could hear them,
and eventually I started to see.

Sometimes it was scary,
Only times they skid.
After passing those years,
I knew it was all part of my life,
Yes I began to agree.

Each day I pray.
Each night I light candle,
I want them to rest in peace,
I ask them to leave-
Whenever I see them in sight.
I try to help them to be free.

I say I am here to listen,
Everytime they have something to talk,
They start to love me.
How do I explain them this is not real home.
This is not the place they can walk.
And they say they don't want to flee.

Sometimes I feel sad,
When I have to let them go,
They have been my friends,
When this world do not show.
I feel those tears when they leave me,
I also cry and tell them I will miss them as a family.

I have those questions,
I have been living all my life-
In all seasons summer or snow.
I pray some day I find those manifest.
I would get through it.
And to me it shall never remain a mystery!!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Think of me but Miss me not

When its my time to leave,
Don't make me stay.
That heart would grieve;
Think of me but miss me not.
After morning when comes eve,
Think of wonderful things that you've got.

People come and goes.
We are just nature's guest.
With some things we cant fight.
Think of the things you forgot.
Know all the ways you are blessed.
Dont think of pain that I hide,
Think of me but miss me not.
Tears will roll down from ur eyes.

Live each day as its your last.
Laugh and smile is the key,
You can always revise.
If you start missing me,
And realise you love me a lot.
Tell your loved ones how much you care.
Once time is gone it cant be caught.

If you still miss me,
And it gets unable to bear.
When you get the thought-
Once I was there.
Think of me but try miss me not.
Go out to the children that needs some care,
Spend time remembering all you were taught.

If you cant stop missing me,
And its hard for you to leave the pain.
Be with yourself and sing.
A little more joy each day,
A smile to shine your night.
Someday let coffee shines,
Other day take a sip of tea really hot.
Before you buy new things,
See the stuff you already bought.
If you not going to use it,
Donate it all to homeless folks.

Remember me with my poems,
When you need some hope,
Seek inside your heart.
When you want to draw your life,
Start with a dot.
Immortal is my love and laugh.
Think of me but miss me not.
Do not stand on my grave and cry,
I wasn't there and I never died.

Till I have breathe in Me

Till I have a breathe in me,
I will live.
I will find joy each day like I always did.
I will share love and life of mine.
Whatever is in my hand, I will give.
When I need motivation-
I will look up the sky.
I will remember all the time I survived.

When I thought it was an end,
I saw up the sun that never forget to shine.
How the time dancing this squirrel spend.
After many tries ant reaches to top of the line.
I shall never give up,
All the obstacles I shall bend.

Till I have breathe in me,
This earth is my home.
And I will live.
Before my time of extend,
I shall not resign.
The day for all my mistakes,
The world would forgive-
My family and including my all friends,
I shall revive.
Tiill eternity the echo shall stay,
And I will live.
Before the time that impend.

Happy 95th Birthday

Looking at you,
I am amazed to see.
I get to meet only few,
Today you turned ninty five (95)
It was incredible journey I agree,
And You Have made it I know.
I wish I could get you something special,
That would bring me glee.
I am giving you lots of love,
and for you I am baking chocolate cookies too.
You are so special to many -
With your grandchildren, also drove here was your niece.
Your nephew is driving from Orlando as well-
I will never forget the moments we have shared.
I pray you be this healthy forever,
And may you still grow.
Thank you for that smile and joy,
I almost forgot I have a flu.
And for accepting my cookies -
I really indeed thank you!!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

ASHA - Ray of Hope

May this group reaches beyond limitations,
It is not something related to just one nation.
People do not get to eat meal each day,
In life some never gets education.
It really does make difference -
When you help someone even with a small contribution.
I have seen people wasting food -
Complaining for clothes and relation.
We are so lucky to have everything.
For some each day life is celebration.
If clothes or anything getting old and you're lucky to get new,
Please make some donation.
If you are far away in any part of this world -
You still can make a difference.
Never complaint or waste food,
As there are tons on earth who never gets to eat.
If your parents makes you to study -
Never hate education.
When you will be successful in life -
This education will help you in your creation,
And someday you could start this kind of Foundation.
There is always a Hope each day,
When you are lost -
Look around for destination,
You will be inspired by this Life itself,
You sure can get affirmation and motivation.
If I am wrong somewhere in here -
Please do not mind my conversation.
Make tomorrow brighter one,
May you get lots of success -
May noble deed like this make you free of stress,
Do count on your blessing when you are indeed blessed.

Friday, July 31, 2009

See Through

When I read my heart,
I realised and felt lonely.
All people are not lucky,
And for some Life is not always easy!
When I put myself in their place.
I exactly knew how they strive.
When I speak with them,
In their eyes I could see.
I remember those eyes telling me -
There is nothing like an end.
If you sow, someday it is going to be a tree.
I often go to the old age home.
With them my time I spend.
I feel relaxed, happy and free.
I made them my friends.
And for them I could speak.
Some are the days they are alone.
And some days I am lonely.
We support each other -
For we found love is the best key.
I become their strength,
Their trust is my hope in this vast sea.
No matter how hard the life could be,
When you support someone with even a little Hope to live -
The Lord shall bless you,
And be your support when you are in need.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Feelings

When everything is stuck.
I feel like I'm dizzy-
About to fall down,
And seek for my luck.

I have something to tell,
I just want to deal by myself;
And thats what holding me back-
From the things I want to share.

Milk doesn't taste milk,
And rice doesn't taste like rice;
When I tried filling my stomach with cookies,
It left the taste of fries.

I am not left with more choice,
This is probably something I can't avoid.
Everything seems okay from outside,
I myself only know how much it is wide.

I would make sure,
I sure would go right-
For the things I have to decide.
That could save mine and many lives.

Nothing much to be sad,
No bitterness, no strife;
I make most of my every breath,
My purpose on earth I do not forget.
Until I fulfill my purpose,
I shall not leave this earth -
I shall not die!

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I ask the sky

Life sometimes has many turns.
When I thought I knew all,
It brings me to another;
And throws me to burn.
Situations can't be big or small,
I just have to lean or learn.
Its same thing like you fall.
Or for something you yearn.

When I have a choice,
I do have many voice.
What do I choose and what not.
Makes me calm and sometimes lost.
I do not fight or complaint.
Just that sometimes I do not how to explain.
It leaves on my mind is my purpose,
And sometimes it just leaves me in pain.

I crossed so many miles on this path.
That don't allow me to go back or strife.
I do not know what to do.
Tell this world the things I knew?
Or head on the path,
I always wanted to flew?
Time is in so much hurry,
Do I need to think fast as I grew?

Sunday, June 21, 2009

An old man

I met an old man.
He was a mere stranger for me.
I didn't end up writing a poem that day,
Cos I knew next day I would meet him again.
I acknowledged him with few words,
And he felt comfortable talking to me.

He spoke to me about his family and health.
He is gonna have transplant in a few days.
He said he is very scared and heading to see doctor's face.
We chatted a lot after then before he finally left.
We spoke about present generation,
And I added on recent world and theft.
He said he has something to say to me,
''People would judge you by your word and work,
And you have them both.
You can make anything happen in this world.
Go ahead girl and make yourself rock.''

Next day we met again.
He was tired and tensed.
I knew everything that was going in his heart.
I asked him how is doing.
And he again said he is scared of transpalnt.
I gave him few affirmation to chant.
Even though he told me he can't.

He was the last day for him in town.
He was upset and feeling down.
He was scared and all worried.
I made him comforable with words and juice.
He couldn't walk properly as his legs he couldn't use.

He had to leave the town.
And I too had to head home.
We were just mere strangers,
We might not meet in life again.
But we were glad we met on this plane.
I couldn't give him the happiness he needed.
But I was blessed to atleast share his pain!!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

My last day on earth

How would I live if its my last day on earth.
I would choose this as my last birth.
I would realise myself from all the bonds.
It would be the day of worth.
If I would be in hospital,
I would beg some time from doctors.
I would carry bag of oxgyen if I need.
I would stay very near to God.

I would go out to see the sun and sky.
I would bid them goodbye with a great smile,
I would pray the sky gets more friends.
As its always alone and no one listen to its sigh.
There would be lots of things I would have to tell.
Perhaps I would make a poem,
And phone family and friends.
I would tell kids to take care of family and parents.

I would go to my trees.
As they are my friends since I was a kid.
I would leave some fruits outside for Squirrel.
And wait for her to come and eat.
I would walk around the street.
Listening to birds and all that clouds beats.
I would sing a song for my grandfather.
That would be my devotion to him.

I would tell people not to cry.
And I would tell people why am I here.
Or who Am I.
I would get bags of food and chocolates.
I would share it with people in need.
I would share chocolate with kids
If my book is not published yet,
I would ask someone to publish.

I would spend time with my hubby.
I would sleep in my mum's lap,
I would tell her I am always there.
When I begin to sweat,
I would come back to hospital again.
I would make sure my purpose on earth I never forget.
I would peacefully sleep on bed.
I would want my eyes closed and meditate.
I would thank everyone including doctors and nurses for my good health.
I would choose to rest in peace telling my mum, aunt and hubby,
''You are my true wealth''

Friday, June 5, 2009

Terrible Accident

The day was getting dark.
There is always traffic on that road.
Trucks and Car were chasing behind.
And Bikes had its own spark.
The man was heading home.
He was driving fast.
All trucks travelling were overload.
Driving fast was the bad part.
Something went very wrong.
That could break the heart.
The man suddenly hitted the truck.
By that time it was all dark.
Sun was setting down.
People were rushing to reach home.
What to say about the vehicle?
When that man's body broke in many parts.
His chest broke down.
His one hand could not be found.
There were just muscles and blood around.
The tiny pieces of glasses,
And sharp parts of vehicles entered his skin.
The feet got separated from leg.
His face appeared to be nasty.
For a moment on earth,
Everything stopped after this terrible sound.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Haji Ali

When I first visited Haji Ali.
I found incredible peace within.
Then I happened to visit again and again.
I knew all my blessings and sin.

I do not know what was that.
I do not know why it was like.
But I sure know Baba you were there.
You made me feel your presence.
And my heart weeped with all joyful and blessing affairs.
You bless me so much coming in my dreams.

Your door is open for Hindu, Muslim, Sikh, Isai.
Your glory and gifts is also appreciated in the sky.
King of ocean, you know everything that is hidden in heart.
You are wealth of the ocean.
You have blessed me with all your grace.
My luck becomes better here.
From your door, I walk out holding my head high.

O beloved Haji Ali.
The entire universe is proud of you.
Receive my undying love & respect that always grow.
You took me in your lap,
And I became yours.
Even if my hopes are fulfilled,
For having you in my life;
I shall always shed my tears at this pure door.

When I am tired

I get to know when I am tired.
My feet asks me not to walk further more.
My tummy tickles.
My back pains a lot though I ignore.
My eyes needs to rest.
Like a lion my mouth wants to roar.

When I recieve healing.
Ah! Put me to sleep so much more.
Medicines sometimes do not help.
And I want to end up this war.

When I am weak I feel so tired.
My body pains from head to toe.
When there is nothing I can do about it.
I let my mind to flow.
I help myself the otherway,
I never let myself give up and go.

I use eye drop to make my eye glow.
I use barley green and herbal tea.
Inhaler heps me when I really breathe low.
Most helpful as always is Reiki.
When medicines never works for me.
What things helps me I sure know!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Underneath the Wood

I see insects walking underneath the wood.
I wonder if they are in search of any food.
Wildlife is impressive to me.
Butterfly is something make me call ''dude''.

When we hear about butterfly,
We first think of colourful wings.
The wings of butterflies are actually transparent.
Their taste sensors are located in the feet.
They stand on their feet to taste the food.
They do not have mouth to allow them bite or chew.
Some are beautifully colored with dots and lines of gold.
And some are just dull.

Butterflies don't have lungs.
Butterflies use their antennas to smell.
Colours they can see is yellow, green and red.
Two of the most threats to butterflies is wind and man.
The original name for the butterfly was 'flutterby'.
A butterfly can fly with half a wing.
Eye of a butterfly is made up of about 6000 tiny parts called lenses,
Which let in light.
Butterflies weigh only as much as two rose petals,
But can fly thousands of miles.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Cancer

Cancer is a hard disease.
It can save you or it may kill.
You might feel scary.
You might get tired of life.
It might makes so hard to feel.
Do not be scared of death.
Never lose hope.
It would all depends on how you deal.

Lots of changes you might see.
Changes in social role and daily look on.
You would have a choice - kill or heal.
Some or the other thing would surely make you weak.
You might feel useless,
Or for help and strength you might seek.
Sometimes it would be so normal.
And sometimes it would be more than freak.

Treatments would be so bad like a geek.
It might not give you hope.
And you end up feeling to avoid medication or weep.
Hope is next to trust and love.
Never give up on life.
Life might have miracles to streak.

Life is like a story.
Stories has many unusual ends.
Some are awesome and some really bad.
But story of your life only you can peel.
And to make it as you want.
Needs only will power and strength.
Trust me only you can decide,
From earth when you want to leave.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

What do I do?

What do I do?
When I am so tired & weak and just want to sleep.
And I got no choice but to smile or weep.

What do I do?
When I miss my family and friends.
And I find I cannot run to them to that other end.

What do I do?
When I do not have hope.
And still I support myself and do not break my strength of rope.

What do I do?
When I have more to say.
And I end up writing poems or just the music I play.

What do I do?
When I want to share my pain with you.
And I snuggle myself with all happiness cos pains are very few.

What do I do?
When I want to shout everything that is in my head.
And something makes me feel to see someone to death.

What do I do?
When I need some hope and strength.
And I do give people hope even though I have empty hand.

What do I do?
When I want to throw away my pills.
And it cannot be done as it also kills.

What do I do?
When I feel pain in my heart.
And I end up putting a poem on paper like something call art.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Hard Day

It was a hard day.
I had no energy and strength.
I wondered how could they.
I was to get depressed.
I was to get fail.
There was nothing I had to say.
I wanted to be quiet.
I wanted to be calm.
It was just my guitar I wished to play.
I did not think about anything.
I did not want to find any way.
Just outside I wanted to stay.
I ended up gazing the sky.
Ah! It made me smile.
I know the sky is not mine,
But please let me say 'The sky is mine'
Cos it makes me happy for a while.
I saw running Squirrel today.
And I forgot my pain.
I still felt tired and ail.
That made me think to hit the hay.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Beyond the clouds of my mind

Beyond the clouds of my mind.
There are thoughts and things so frozen and cold.
I try to keep in there some,
But it just keep on unfold.
The dark side of life I find.
That I do not try to hold.
I make myself numb,
And with life I do not fight.
The road of this darkness never ends.
But my strength I can surely extend.
Some day I will see the light.
Some day I would know where to head.
My time where to spend.
The house of my dreams,
Is never empty and perfectly all right.
To see black or white,
Only on me it depends.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Life Is

Life is fun,
Life is beautiful.
Life is pain.
Life is whatever you choose.
Life is great,
Life is blessing,
Life is whatever you make.
Life is free,
Life is thrilled,
Life is however you shape.
Life is bright,
Life is curious,
Life is whatever you intent.
Life is quiet,
Life is unique.
Life for sure is not to panic.

Jivan (Life)

Jivan ek sarita ni jem che,
Kai pan thai, sukh dukh ma a vehti rahe che.
Thokar vagi ne pachi pan je chaliya rakhe,
A saccha arth ma jivan jivi jaren che. ;)

In english -

Life is like a river,
No matter what, it goes on flowing in the form of ups and down.
Those who gets up and head on again even after lots of failure,
Is the one who lives the life with a true meaning on this ground.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Pain

Why there is pain in my heart.
Why do I feel sad,
Even when I have so much in the cart.
Do not listen to this sigh.
Do not ask me to describe this afflict,
Or I will start to cry.
Why I can't see someone sad,
Why can't I see their plight.
Is there not something I can do,
Do not ask me what is it I go through,
Or I will cry gazing the sky.
Why do I find pain before its time,
Why my heart wants to yell.
Why can't I bid someone goodbye,
For I know I will not come across again.
Though it makes me weak,
To become my own strength I try.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I thank you (Dedicated to Anita Lin)

I met you one day.
I needed your help for a disease.
We became friends in someway.
Yes you helped me out.
But eventually I had to pay.
Every morning you felt alone,
I was there next to you.
I gave inspiration and for you I prayed.
We came closer after this stay.
You found sister in me,
And we started greeting each other everyday.
You gifted me a Scarf.
With me it will forever stay.
I count on you as my best friend and sister,
I always want to gift you bouquet.
There is something I want to say.
I like to keep myself humble,
Sister, I'm not any angel.
But I'll be there to make you smile,
I would never betray.
You are never alone,
You will always find me next to you,
In each and every step of the way.
I wanted to tell you today,
Thank you for all your hugs.
And thank you for your wishes.
You know my prayers are with you indeed.
Someday I will leave this earth.
And I don't want you to feel alone.
Remember me and all my quotes please.
I leave behind my poems and notes for you to read.
Do not feel alone my friend.
You sure know I love you & I'm always with you,
Even if I have flown.

There was a girl

There was a girl.
She was cute and loved by all.
Each day as Life she used to live.
She loved to hit the ball on the wall.
Some people knew she was crazy,
As she could laugh a lot and fall on the floor.
Her favorite game was cricket and basketball.
She used to play since she was four.
She stood on the window all the time,
And waited for someone gazing the door.

There were things she wanted to tell.
Everytime she tried she just had to ignore.
She was confused what to do,
And she didn't know how to state.
She knew it wasn't right,
She had no choice and chosed to wait.
She wrote poems about each joy and pain.
In her purpose of life she didn't want to fail.
Though there was something making her insane.

She was silently sorry to all for the things she couldn't reveal.
There were things she knew how to peel.
She wanted to keep to herself,
But she would always help someone and heal.
She had many things to share,
She kept silent and she knew it wasn't fair.
She knew each door of death.
She used to think sitting on the chair,
How to tell people and make them prepare.
She asked for forgiveness in each affairs.
There were so many people in her life,
She loved them and cared.

At night played guitar looking at the star.
Sometimes while taking walk she used to have cigar.
Music and words were best for her express.
In every single way she was blessed.
She had only one request.
God to forgive her in all the good or bad.
And all the things she couldn't reveal to all and shared.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

At Night

At night I toss and turn.
Wait for the moon to smile at me.
And long for morning to see the bright sun.
My eyes envision many dreams;
Easily from this earth, I would not run.

To make my dreams come true,
I work hard and I do self introspection.
At night I think on my resolution.
I drink tea listening to music,
I also clear my all confusion.

Whenever I need I stay up late.
To keep patience I do not hate.
I will make my dreams come true.
If not all of them but I deserve to fulfull few.
At night I go through of this.
I believe in myself and my faith.

Ek Pal (One Moment)


Ek pal mein, main zindagi ji jati hoon.
Aapka saath ho agar,
To khubsoorat ho yaa dard se bhara lamha,
Hamesha ki tarah apni sashe gin jaati hoon.

Aapko paana zarurat thi hamari,
Zindagi ka kya bharosa, jo bhi ho,
Bas ek jhalak miljaye aapki,
To akele mein muskurah jaati hoon.

Aapko kush dekhne ke liye,
Jaan gavani pade to khuda kasam voh bhi gava jao.
Bas kuch pal mil jaye saath bitane ko,
Us pyaar ki galiyoh mein kho ke un lamho mein zindagi ji jaati hoon.


((In English))

In one moment,
I live my life to the fullest.
If you walk by my side thru good and bad,
I will end up living happily in those precious moments.

To earn you was my need.
No matter what is the consequence of life,
If I get to see your smile in one sight,
I end up smiling silently indeed.

To see you always happy,
If I have to walk the death,
I swear by Jesus I would die for you, love.
If I'm blessed to live few moments with you,
I'd lost myself in your love and live my life fullest in those moments of glove.


Monday, May 4, 2009

Four Friends

Once upon a time,
There were four friends,
Harsh, Megha, Manali;
And we named Hiral, 'Hary'
They took care about each other,
They would not someone offend.

They shared same school in childhood,
Harsh was sensibe and very cool.
Studies was Megha's jewel.
She used to score high in every grade of school.
Friend's heart, Hiral used to rule,
He was very wise and also artful.
Manali liked to laugh and study,
In Maths, she was very good.
She did Devis's homework,
And she loved being silly and fool.

They lived in Navsari.
The town full of peace and nothing to worry.
Friends used to go station and eat vada pav at late night.
It was fun to drive bike so fast in ambiance so quiet.
They used to sit on Luncikui bunking the class,
Hiding from all the teacher's sight.
It was the life full of bright.
No worries, nothing and taking studies light.

All grew up so fast,
No one realised it was the year of last.
Friends had to make career and they had to depart.
Some were interested in Medical,
Some in Fine art.
Some wanted to become Teacher,
And some wanted to make Flip chart.

Years passed after all flown.
They felt like standing on straight bone.
Days were not in good tone and nights were alone.
Friends missed their school days,
That made them cry but they wiped tears on face.

This earth is round,
For friends a very small place.
From their heart, memories they never erase.
Guys, you know what,
Even after years these school mates are still in contact!!





I love Food

I love to eat food.
What to eat depends on my mood.
My favorite is rice.
With Dal, it taste very nice.
I drink my chocolate milk twice.
I love dosa with lots of spice.

What I like to avoid is fruits,
Instead I prefer to have juice.
To eat seafood I always refuse,
And to eat ice-cream I always find excuse.
Paneer and Pani Puri is what I love to eat,
Deserts and Sweets I can always treat.
What I do not eat is meat,
I always drink coke listening to bird's tweet.

What I love so much is candy.
Its so delicious and also handy.
Don't mind me if I say,
Sometimes I do drink Brandy. (lol)

If you want to eat Gujarati, Chinese or Punjabi,
You can always come to me,
Oh! If you want to eat American, Mexican or Italian,
You gotta go to my hubby.. (lol)

I am a silly goose.
Who is always ready to cook.
I try different cocktails.
Or anything from a book.
I make and eat lots of cake.
What you would find with me is milkshakes.

Yaad Aave Che (I miss my childhood)

Ahiya besi ne baarpan yaad aave che,
Yaad karta karta hasvu and radvu pan aave hai.
Sapna joya ta vagar vichariye baarpan ma,
Aaje tutya to aasu sari aave che.
Khabar nai hati ke ek divas chodvu padse ghar,
Ne jyaare vakat aavyo tyaare aa aakh baarpan ne shodhe che.

Savare suraj ugtaj chakli nu geet gavanu,
Khiskoli nu mari pachar dodvanu yaad aave che.
Ba na dhar bhaat yaad aavta radave che,
Ne Ba nu velan thi marvu hasave che.
Khabar padyu ke have baarpan pachu nai aave,
To pan aa aakhaldi anaj sapna juve che.

Chikku na zaad par besi ne aakash ma pakshi jovanu yaad aave che.
Station par vada pav khava javanu,
Ne varsad ma dosa khava nu yaad aave che.
Ratre aakash ma taara ganvanu,
Ne talav par besi ne kamal todvanu yaad ave che.

Lakhvu to bo che mare,
Pan su karu yaad karta aasu sadi pade che.
Nani Nani vaat par ''Maru mathu ne Taaru kapar'' kehvanu yaad aave che.

Jyaare pan tamane yaad karu chu,
Maru haiyu bharai aave che.
Sukh Dukh ni sarita vehti jaai che,
Lage che anuj naam Jivan che.

(((In English)))

Sitting here I miss my childhood that brings smile and tears in my eyes.
I realise those innocent eyes had many dreams that I thought it would come true without thinking on white and black side,
When dreams broke down, the tears rolling down my cheek.
I didn't know I had to leave my mum's place,
and when the time came, this eyes wants to live the childhood again.

I miss my all the mornings starting with sparrow's song and the Squirrel running behind me.
I miss dal and rice made by my grandmother that makes me cry,
And the scolding of my grandmother when I made mistake in cooking makes me little laugh and smile.
I am mature enough to knew that I can't bound in my childhood,
But still this eyes wants to live those days once again.

I miss sitting on chikku tree and gazing the birds in the sky.
I miss going to station to eat vada pav,
And I miss eating dosa in rainy days.
I miss counting stars in sky at night,
And I miss sitting on river pulling my favorite Lotus.

I have more to write,
But what do I do, when I miss my childhood, tears comes to my eyes.
I miss saying ''maru mathu ne taru kapar'' on little things.

Whenever I miss you,
My heart fills with tears.
This happiness and sorrows of river goes on flowing,
Maybe this is what they call Life.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Friends



Friends will ask not to eat wheat,
To stay away from that asthma shit,
Friends only care,
They stand with us in cold and also heat.
Friends makes our life complete,
That is way too sweet.

It doesn't matter friends don't meet,
From their list friends, they never delete.
Smallest to biggest, togther they eat.
In restuarants and also on the road side street.
In bad times they talk and together they sit.
Even the things they can't fit.
All matter is how they commit.

Something on friend's clothes to split,
They don't need permit.
Need to have guts and do it.
Bad things of friends, flush it.
Good things of friends, buy it.
With friends just can lose it, luck it, bet it.
The relation with friends is how we make it.

Friends are like sunshine

Friends are like sunshine.
When things seems wrong,
They make it just fine.
When you feel bore,
They treat you some wine.
When life is not interesting,
They invite you for dine.


Friendship is so divine.
You can shape it as you want,
And make your own design.
Some friends are like sweet potato vine,
Some are like mexican nut pine,
Some are like melodic line.
And some just always shines.
Friendship is so precious,
Nobody can define.
Friends are like sunshine.
Whom I can call mine.

Summer in Florida

Summer is about to start.
I see around all green grass.
The flowers are blomming so fast.
The rays of Sun has different impact on trees,
Some shades are light and some are dark.

Shells are found on every beach.
Oh! I drink lots of water in this summer heat.
If visiting Disney World is your dream;
Then this is best time to plan your scream.
Eat ice-creams,
Drink cold chocolate with whipped cream.

If you love water sports -
Jet Skiing, Sailing, Scuba diving and Waterskiing;
Pack up your shorts,
Here in summer you get fun of all that sorts.

The Horse Capital of the World is Ocala where I stay,
I love horse riding and all that I play.
The Summer is about to start.
I watch each tree, each wonder of nature outside.
I love Florida and all that it says.

I sat here to write a poem

I sat here to write a poem,
I wanted it to be inspiring,
I wanted it to be hilarious.
I wanted it to make you smile,
I wanted to say Hi in just different style.

I wanted to tell you do not give up even after your last try.
Life sometimes act funny,
And wiseness is what we have to imply.
Do not give up friends,
We sure can fly high in the sky.
You need trust, hard work, faith, hope in you to confide.
Trust me in the end, you'll win,
And dance like a butterfly.

When you feel bore,
Just open all silly door.
Laugh at silly jokes and fall on the floor.
Sometimes we need to take a break,
And we ourself need to ask for.
Trust me you have lots of in store.
Just seek around and wrap yourself in laugh.
In all things smile, love and laugh you pour.

My time is here

My present is the Time, the time is here.
I have a choice to sneak out or help myself shout.
I never mean to let it down when people would doubt.
Each day I want to smile,
Each day I want myself to cheer.
And that is my true nature even the time is so near.

I want to live this way the rest of my life.
I want to pass the days and finally these years,
In this time of present.
I was so blessed to hear through my ears.
It made me realise to live up to my aim and no more tears,
Before my demise in here.

I cherish the taste of existence.
I'm living as nothing has happen,
Though whole tape on my mind is legend.
The very time is my present.
I enjoy the sunshine,
My friend, the Sun, I trust him more than human.
I stare at the Moon,
That shines and run in lap of mine.
I cherish the God,
Who made me go straight on the road.
I live my life when the time is present,
When my very time is here.

xxxx

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Pages of my life

I miss those amazing days,
I had less responsibilities and I chosed to be careless;
When I had holidays.
My mum used to make milk for me,
There wasn't really work I had to chase.

I remember once I got off from bed,
Walked down the bathroom,
Keeping my left hand on my waist.
My eyes were closed,I guess I was still in sleeping mood.
I took paste on my brush,
That day it was a different taste,
I soon realized it was hand soap instead of tooth paste.

Those were amazing days,
No resposibilty, nothing,
And I loved to behave like most silly.

In todays' mornings,
I wake up planning each stuff.
What to cook in dinner and rush for work.
When it is a day off,
I don't rest enough,
But plan for the week and make a list first which is rough.
Compare to my previous life, this one is little tough.
I make biscuits and snacks in the morning in my day off.
But my happiness is still the same.
On anything or anyone or my life, I never blame.
It is just a different game,
I still watch the candle flame,
And I am at so peace even in today's fame!!!

My Success

Let my enthusiasm take over my tiredness..
Let my goal take over my lazyness.
Let my smile push me ahead to look forward to next day..
Let my exercise RELAX me and make my body strong rather than making me TIRED.
And at the end of the day, my heart thinks about all sadness and happiness..
I choose my own feelings. Let my heart be sad when it choose sadness.
Let my heart dance and sing when it choose happiness.
This existence is beautiful.
Let my concentration lead me to my goal and success.
And I be powerful in my ownself.

Friday, April 3, 2009

I miss you (Dedicated to Mala)

When you leave the country,
I will feel so alone.
The moments we shared,
In the same time zone.
I will miss you each single day,
And I would think to talk to you on phone.

I wish I could keep you forever with me.
For that I wish I had a special trick.
I will think of you while having morning tea.
And I will think of you always, I guarantee.
It is painful and this is how it is going to be.
My friend pls know you are special
and will be special to me till eternity.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

As I walk

Roaming in the grassland I easily settle down.
Ithink on my rationale and gaze on beyond clouds.
What I find is Reason for me on this ground.
It is not always easy but eventually it has to found.

I want to lend my hand,
To all those who calls me with that weird sound.
If its me who destined to get them aid.
I don't have control over what I see in dim light.
I will not turn down and will surely not fight.
I will perform my role till you see me in sight.
And maybe even after I depart this life.

Immoral is my Love and Laugh

When it’s my time to leave,
Don't make me stay.
Think of me but miss me not.
Enjoy wonderful things that you've got.

People come and go.
We are just nature's guest.
With some things we can’t fight.
Know all the ways you are blessed.

Live each day as it’s your last,
Laugh and smile is the key,
Tell your loved ones how much you care,
If you start to miss me.

Don’t think of pain that I hide,
Tears will roll down from your eyes.
Do not stand on my grave and cry,
I wasn't there and I never died.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

The girl

That night I fell asleep,
I was really tired.
And I started sleeping deep.
I detected my dream;
And I had to peep.
I saw a girl in gleam,
I afflicted by what I looked on and wanted to scream.

Obstacle was going on her way,
She would not know what to do,
And would not have time to pray.
She has to perish.
Unfortunately in a tricky way.

I can't narrate further more.
I ask you for your help, My Lord.
Please help me with your magical power,
So that I won't be lost.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Silent tears

Every night clouds of darkness,
Showers the relieving tears.
I snuffle each grief,
Without having fear.

Life is not always trouble-free.
I hope I would be taught;
Each message, each warning,
And each caution I set my eyes on-
That life brings before its trance

I wish I could get something done,
Much sooner than it has to happen.
I take in my all revelation,
And entreat myself as absent.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Elephant as in Me (lol)

There is a story I want to share,
I learnt this when I was seventeen.
Something came to my head,
When I was sitting on the chair.

Someone swore at me,
And said all the things that was bad.
There were two ways for me to see.
I could swear him back;
But i made another choice.
That I call my personal trick.

I placed myself in elephant.
Yes, that giant cute animal.
Once I watched him walking and laughing,
There were dogs around him barking and disturbing.
But that didn't make any difference to him.
And he was still smiling,
He kept on walking without noticing and dancing.

Whenever someone try to annoy me,
I place myself in elephant.
I am at so peace, feeling so free.
I do not get bothered, when someone bothers me,
And smile like honey bee.
Try this trick and you will see,
You sure can control your agony. ;)

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Soul Sister (Dedicated to Josh)

There is a unique connection between you and me,
How do we just explain its glory.
It bind us with a thread of sister souly,
Still its difficult to explain its glory.

Why do I suffer when you do.
And why your heart ache,
When mine hurt too.
We are not kids of the same mother,
Still we share a relationship like own blood do.

I'm glad you are there for me,
And let me tell you,
I'm always here to take your pain all the life thru.
I want to give you all the happiness that I have so true.
Let me take all your troubles,
And shower all my love & peace on you.

These is the feeling i'm having for you,
For you very special;
I'm very close to you,
We share a special bond,
Like own real sisters do. :)

The Master Plan

The master plan God has,
Which would free the human from stress.

But the men never seek to trail,
The path of emancipation;
Men choose discord,
And roam like agonize on hand and face.

Me

I see beautiful things,
I think so wild and free.
I can't explain as to why is this -
Or the way I've come to be.

The Fan

The fan is fantastic,
Made in a systematic way.
Gives us air everytime,
In a similar way.
And the sound of the fan,
In my ear always stay.